SAVE ME

naive_mistake @ 2004-08-13T12:08:00

2004-08-13T18:09:01Z

A girl named heart and a boy named break.
How fucking convinient.

naive_mistake @ 2004-08-13T11:07:00

2004-08-13T17:15:10Z

"Are you still mad at me boy?" I whisper and grab his hand hoping he wont pull away
"It's ridiculous" he says, and "I need time" Well Im sorry but every minute I'm not trying make things right with him is tearing me apart. He goes into kiss me and then stops two seconds away from my lips. I sigh and say "I just want to save whats left of this relationship.." then I kiss him quickly and giggle "You need to shave" but the beautiful boy isen't laughing. "This isent a relationship! If it was a relationship you wouldent have kissed my best friend. Or my drummer. OR my skate buddy." Tears start to fall out of no where and I get off his bed and search for my sandals. "Your right" I say through far from graceful sobs "This isen't a relationship. If it was you would have hugged me by now. You would have kissed me by now. You would have forgave me by now." And I walk out of his house. Right past the bus stop and the 45 minutes home.He doesent call that night, or the next. This boy is everything right in my life and I just cant stop doing wrong.

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-26T22:52:00

2004-07-27T04:52:58Z

Dont worry love, You dident hurt me.
I merely hurt myself.

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-26T07:53:00

2004-07-26T13:53:41Z

I forgot to breathe again, Or maybe your kisses just took my fucking breath away.

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-22T00:58:00

2004-07-22T06:58:32Z

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	Never
Last Alcoholic Drink:	Hmm..friday
Last Car Ride:	Yesterday
Last Kiss:	a few weeks ago
Last Good Cry:	too long ago
Last Library Book:	not sure
Last book bought:	gossip girl
Last Book Read:	Dancing in my nuddy-pants
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	farenheight 911
Last Movie Rented:	Butterfly effect
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	dont remeber
Last Beverage Drank:	water
Last Food Consumed:	ice cream
Last Crush:	haha now?
Last Phone Call:	half an hour ago?
Last TV Show Watched:	Duets
Last Time Showered:	like 5 today
Last Shoes Worn:	my shoes?
Last CD Played:	new blink 182
Last Item Bought:	2 slurpees
Last Download:	not sure
Last Annoyance:	girl liking boy
Last Disappointment:	boy not kissing me
Last Soda Drank:	gingerale
Last Thing Written:	a journal entry
Last Key Used:	house key
Last Words Spoken:	bye
Last Sleep:	last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	Birthday cake kind
Last Chair Sat In:	computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:	livejournal
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naive_mistake @ 2004-07-21T12:37:00

2004-07-21T18:37:34Z

I think about you like it's my fucking day job.

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-20T17:26:00

2004-07-20T23:28:05Z

Forever is an awfully long time
But so is 3 years
And im telling you boy
It will hurt alot more if you wait
This is advice
From a girl who knows about waiting
Or maybe its advice
From a girl
Who wishes you'd be just as willing to wait for her

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-18T22:34:00

2004-07-19T04:34:45Z

Everyone add me to AIM

rockstarlov7

You know you want to!

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-18T22:33:00

2004-07-19T04:33:44Z

Everyone add me to AIM

rockstarlov7

You know you want to!

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-16T19:43:00

2004-07-17T01:44:43Z

Dear Mere,

I love you!

New layout because Mere kicks the worlds ass twice daily.

naive_mistake

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-13T20:35:00

2004-07-14T02:36:30Z

Can someone please make me a lay out!

If you do I promise we will get drunk and make out!

naive_mistake @ 2004-07-05T00:10:00

2004-07-05T06:10:58Z

Love is taking 20 minutes to say goodbye on MSN

2004-06-30T06:07:19Z

Excuse me sir
How am I sopposed to follow my heart
When its in a million pieces on my bathroom floor
And sir
Your the reason its there
You and your untouchable face

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-23T11:16:00

2004-06-23T17:52:49Z

I stayed up all night with 3 girls that I had no idea how much I missed untill last night, and one boy who was more scared when we told scary storys then any of us girls were. We layed on the trampoline with 3 blankets between us for over 5 hours just staring at the stars and talking about random stuff. My parents thought I was at Brittanys and hers thought she was at my house, I like the feeling I get when I realize my parents have no idea where I really am. I almost forgot that Boyface was in the house alone with her, up in her room. Almost. I saw a shooting star and I bet you could all guess what I wished for. At 5 when we came in for breakfast I noticed a hickey on his neck and my eyes began to fill with those tears that seem to show up all the time these days. I pushed the thought out of my head and went back out on the trampoline. When everyone joined me including the two people I least wanted to be around all I had to do was look at them and they knew I wanted to go. They took me out to breakfast and we made a plan, it involves getting him to "Party Hardy" on monday [ alone ], Alcohol and an empty room. Now it just might be the insane jealous speaking but what does she have that I dont?

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-22T11:19:00

2004-06-22T17:28:49Z

Im just done. Im done sneaking out to hang out with him everynight. Im falling hard for boys with blonde hair.They all break hearts. I swear. I liked walking home in the rain, no one could tell I was crying. Though he was way to busy with her to even notice. I wish he knew I spent the whole day telling distant friends of my secret crush. I guess Ill have to endure the "He doesent deserve you"'s all day. It wouldent even be that bad is she deserved you. I know I'm not pretty or skinny or perfect, but I sure as fuck Im better then her. Maybe you will relize that one day, Of course after how I acted last night I will probably be to embaressed to see you again. Welcome back heart break, Its been to long. I know this doesent make any sense at all but thats what you get when you take 2 caffine pills at 3 in the morning. Dont exceed more then 1 in 8 hours the label warned me, but beautiful boy offered me and I dont know how to say no to pleading blues eyes. So excuse me as I got throw up and I dont even know why. Its just so like me to get my heart broken not even a fucking week into the summer.

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-21T15:43:00

2004-06-21T21:46:31Z

All it took was One night.
Sneaking out of the house to meet my 4 favorite boys.
Dancing in the middle of the street at 3 in the morning.
21 degree night.
No sleep.
One shower.
One caffine pill.
and One secret.
To make it feel officially like summer.

[2 Weeks will be a very long time to go with out her.]

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-20T11:12:00

2004-06-20T17:15:52Z

When Im a famous skateboarder THAT will be my ad.

[Photo credit: My shoes, Lindsays shoes and then Racheles shoes.]

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-19T11:53:00

2004-06-19T17:55:23Z

I know only the good die young, but it's still not fair that Im getting ready to attend the funeral of one of my best friends little sisters. It's things like this that make me not believe in god. Or anything else for that matter.

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-18T22:45:00

2004-06-19T04:48:22Z

Dont ever say I dident love you, because I loved you with every inch of my heart. And boy, even hanging out with the 2 coolest girls I know couldent change the fact that the summer smell in the air tonight reminded me of you. Maybe, just maybe, I loved you a little then too.

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-17T10:50:00

2004-06-17T16:50:59Z

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
In the darkness is a clear view
'Cause you've come to rescue me

Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

Oh, it seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Oh, it's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
And you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
And me happy, is a mission
And you won't stop 'til I'm there

Fall, sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom, crash, you're all I have

How do you know everything I'm about to say, am I that obvious
If it's written on my face I hope it never goes away, yeah

On a Monday I am waiting
And by Tuesday I am fading into your arms, so I can breathe

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-16T23:14:00

2004-06-17T05:14:59Z

Sure those times were easy, But so was I.

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-14T22:22:00

2004-06-15T04:22:37Z

Inspire me. Please.

naive_mistake @ 2004-06-13T20:44:00

2004-06-14T02:44:21Z

Maybe the music isent dead, Maybe I just forgot what it sounded like.

Hopped on the sausage band wagon

2004-06-13T06:03:40Z

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naive_mistake @ 2004-06-11T12:35:00

2004-06-11T18:38:54Z

Sitting here wondering what I should wear because the boy who I dont like will be here soon and Im freaking out. Hair, make-up and clothes in less then 20 minutes. Then I remember hes seen me in a hospital gown and throw on jeans and a hoddie. He's seen me with out make-up so I just put on lip junk and eyeliner. Hes seen me with hair that hadent been washed in a week so I just brush it and put it up. I really hope the lighting in the movie theatre doesent fuck with my head again because then I get lonley and do stuff I regret.